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Don’t Let My Smile Fool You

March 22, 2018April 1, 2018 Heidi Treibel

    Don't let my smile fool you; You might think that I'm just fine. But sorrow, love, and longing Walk a narrow, blurry line.   The thing you might not notice Behind eyes you think are bright Is they're gazing at his absence, At dark where once was light.   You may feel good… Continue reading Don’t Let My Smile Fool You

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His Purpose

May 18, 2017 Heidi Treibel

5/16/17 I’ve been talking with Jesus about why He’s allowed this season of waiting, separation, and challenge in my life and the lives of my family. What is His purpose? I think sometimes I make it too complicated; I have to make this situation make sense and of course make it very spiritual! My mind… Continue reading His Purpose

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Home

May 8, 2017 Heidi Treibel

I miss home.   I close my eyes and picture that gray ranch, the perfect “starter” house for a new bride and groom, that has in the eight years since become a nestled-in, well-loved home. I miss my welcoming front porch, and the total comfort I feel walking in the front door to a bright… Continue reading Home

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Sylvia’s Eyes

April 26, 2017April 26, 2017 Heidi Treibel

4/25/17 I had just kissed my four-year-old daughter Sylvia and my husband goodbye, and stood in the driveway watching the big black truck pull away. The brake lights gleamed and I knew why. My husband cracked his window. “She wants one more hug and kiss.”   I ran and opened her door, climbed up in… Continue reading Sylvia’s Eyes

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He Who Has Promised

March 30, 2017 Heidi Treibel

I sat on a hospital bed in a delivery room, a tiny incubator on my lap holding an even tinier baby. My heart pounded with anxiety as I asked the nurse if my baby was okay. She nodded, unconcerned, and touched him. He began moving and I felt his movement beneath my hand, and he… Continue reading He Who Has Promised

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